Monday, September 19, 2011

Joppa, Alabama

Everything happens for a reason-- I believe that with my whole heart. Even if we don't understand it.

At the end of April, Alabama experienced a series of deadly tornadoes. Buildings were destroyed, trees were down, and the death toll was shocking. It's hard to think of a reason why God would let something like that happen. But after my trip to Joppa, Alabama I witnessed some of the blessings He provided to these people that have helped them cope with their losses. God works in mysterious yet beautiful ways.

My team and I spent five days in Joppa. Our assignment was to rebuild a house that was completely destroyed in the tornado. There were two families that needed help and two teams that were there to serve. The first family was an older couple who had spent three years building their house themselves. They lived in the house for around five weeks before the tornado came and completely destroyed it. The other team was assigned to them. The second family was who our team primarily helped. This house belonged to a man whose stepson was in the house alone with his two children during the tornado. The three of them saw the tornado coming and hid in the bathroom. The entire house was destroyed, but they walked out without a scratch. Before the tornado, the stepson was an atheist. He walked out of the destroyed house as a believer.

It wasn't difficult to see the path of the tornado in their area. There were trees uprooted and destroyed clearly displaying the path. It was emotionally hard to hear all the stories and to see all the damage done, but truly amazing how strong these families were throughout the week. After the third day, we had two walls up. That night a terrible storm came through with 75 mph straightline winds. The next morning it looked like another tornado had hit-- there were even more trees down, store signs everywhere, and a long line of telephone polls were down. But the saddest part was that by the time we got to the site, we saw that one of the walls had gotten knocked down and destroyed by the storm. We then had to evacuate to a safer place because another storm was coming through. It soon passed, but we weren't able to get much done for the rest of the day because of rain. I felt sad for the family, but they were so calm and strong throughout the whole thing. Instead of being frustrated, they just started back to work on that wall and worked even harder than before. They were so inspiring.

By the end of the fifth day (the last day), we had almost all of the walls up! After working hard for a while, some of us broke off to hand out quilts to nearby families who were affected by the tornado. We went door to door and handed out these hand-made quilts from another church in Alabama who prayed over every single knot. This was the hardest part of the trip. Talking with, crying with, and praying over these people who had lost everything. Their stories were heart-wrenching and it is truly amazing how strong they are. That evening, Pleasant Grove had an appreciation dinner for all of the teams. (This little church really provided for us that week!) At the dinner, both families stood up and gave speeches about how grateful they were. It was so emotional--I think almost everyone in that room was crying.

Now, I know it doesn't seem like there were many blessings from what I just wrote, but trust me. One of the days we were working on the house, a neighbor came and talked to us. She was telling us about how pretty much everyone in their neighborhood had damage from the tornado. She also told us that before the storm, no one on their street was talking to one another. They didn't get along. As she was telling us this, we looked up to find three neighbors helping build the house. The tornado brought them together. We also learned that the storm had brought seeds and planted them all around their area. They were growing pumpkins, corn, tomatoes, and other foods that no one had even planted. So even though they lost everything, God planted these seeds that provided them with food during these hard times. 

What these people went through is unbelievable. It's amazing to me how they are still standing--and how they are each slowly coming to Christ. I hope I can come back next year to help them/help more people like them. These families are the ones who fall in between the cracks. They don't get a lot of help from people because they live in such a small town. That hurts my heart.

Here is a prayer I wrote in my journal on my last night in Alabama:
"Lord, please help these people. Please send more to help them rebuild their homes and lives. I pray with my whole heart that they come to You. That they find You, Lord. They need You and You are helping them out in more ways than they even know. You are so graceful Father, and loving! Thank you for this trip. I needed it just as much as these people needed my help. It's all You. I pray I can take what I learned back home with me and that I can tell others what I have experienced. And that I can tell others of Your miraculous ways--Your blessings in disasters, Your blessings in all things. You give and take away, but You are always here for us. You don't let us go. You take care of us and hold us. I can't put into words how grateful and thankful I am for You, Lord. And I pray again for these families. They need You. In Your loving name, Amen."

There is no way I could have written everything from that week on here, so if you want to hear more details just ask me!


Some of the damage from the tornado


The house at the end of the week

A shed we built for the stepson to keep all of their belongings safe

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

This Summer

This summer has been interesting, to say the least, in my walk with Christ. The beginning of summer started out hopeful! I was finished with the busiest semester ever, celebrated the college graduations of my boyfriend and my sister, and I had applied for a few jobs that I thought were definitely going to work out. It was imperitive for me to get a job this summer. I wasn't able to land one last year, but I thought definitely this summer something was going to happen . I soon realized that God had other plans for me. After applying to a couple places, I still felt hopeful. A week went by and I hadn't heard anything. So I applied to a few more. After a little over a month of this, I realized that I had applied for seven different jobs and not heard a thing from one of them. It seemed no one was interested in hiring for part-time positions for only the summer. I had struggled with this for a while. Why would God not want me to have a job this summer??
After speaking with a few people and extensively praying, it became easier to understand what God had intended for me to do this summer. After having such an emotionally/ physically exhausting and busy semester, He wanted me to REST this summer. That may sound strange to some people, but it's what He called me to do. Not be lazy and do nothing, but proactively rest; enjoy this free time for myself and to spend it with family, friends, and most importantly Him. Proactively resting this summer has often meant stepping out of my comfort zone and leaping towards Him. Because I don't have a job, I have been able to do other things that He has called me to do.
I recently attended the Deeper Still Conference in Louisville, KY for women in mid-June. It had been mentioned one morning at Valley Bible Church (the church that I attend at school) that a group of women were going together and were hoping more people would go with them. At the time I was disraught over what I would do this summer and was looking for something, anything that I could do to further deepen my walk with the Lord. This was an answered prayer! I knew I was going to be home for the summer and this conference was about an hour away from my house. It would also give me the opportunity to get to know the other women at the church better, which was also an answered prayer. I quickly signed up. However, this was definitely out of my comfort zone. I only knew one of the other women going.
The three main speakers at this conference were Kay Arthur, Priscilla Shirer, and Beth Moore. All three sermons were very different from one another, yet all pertained to things that I had been struggling with recently. Here is a list of the main lessons that I learned that weekend:

1) I am still learning. I have sinned, a lot. But my sin is not who I am supposed to be. We're supposed to learn from our sins, not keep repeating them. I can't let guilt defeat me. God loves us too much for Him to let that happen to us.
This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 1 John 4: 9-10

2) The Sabbath day = leaving room for God. Use the free time I have this summer to spend with the Lord.
"Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth." Psalm 46:10

3) Do not compete with one another! Learn from each generation, and in my personal case, find a mentor. "Every generation is another step closer to Jesus coming back." -Beth Moore.
But the plans of the LORD stand firm forever,
the purposes of his heart through all
generations. Psalm 33:11

This conference was tough, but so so awesome! I not only  heard what God had been trying to tell me for a while, but I also got closer to other believers. Definitely answered prayers! When I got home from that weekend, I  found out the Bible study my sister goes to was doing "Discerning the Voice of God" by Priscilla Shirer. Katie invited me to join for the summer, and I leapt at the opportunity. (Again, out of my comfort zone. I only knew my sister in this Bible study.) But it has been so rewarding so far. I have also been volunteering at my church (St. Luke United Methodist) by helping with worship-which has been amazing! That was also a prayer God totally and completely answered. I definitely want to help with worship more often. But all of this has lead me to a mission trip. I recently was given the opportunity to help with tornado victims and their homes in Alabama, which I accepted. In the first week of August I will be going to Alabama (not sure exactly where yet) doing mission work (not sure exactly what yet). There are many unknowns for this trip, but I feel God leading me there. I'm at peace with this, but it still makes me a little nervous. Just pray that I can trust Him with my whole heart and not have any reservations. He will provide!
So that's been my journey with the Lord this summer. Long post, I know, but I felt I had to share. Look for a post about my trip to Alabama in a few weeks!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Germany

This last video is from our time in Germany. It shows clips from our travelling, Karneval, hotel, etc. We spent the most time in Cologne the entire trip, it was quite the experience! I know zero German, so that was interesting along the way. But experiencing such a different culture was so amazing and I feel so blessed to have been able to go to all of these places. The world is a pretty spectacular place :)
PS sorry this video is so long...but we did stay here the longest!

Paris

Paris was my favorite! We stayed there for two days, saw the Eiffel Tower, Notre Dame, Moulin Rouge, and tons of other extraordinary sights. I love it there! Here is the video :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Europe!

Sorry it has taken me so long to finally post about Europe...
It was an awesome, amazing trip!! I loved going there and experiencing new things. Although I was sick for part of it, the food wasn't always what I preferred, and we got lost a couple times...it was still a great experience and I would like to go back soon!
So instead of writing about every detail, I made videos for each of the places we went. If you want to know more specifics you can read my sister's blog or just ask me! These videos aren't necessarily in order, as the first one I'm going to post is from Amsterdam which we went to later in the trip. We were there only for a day and I went to Anne Frank's house and the Van Gogh museum. I hope this gives you a little bit of a glimpse of our trip! Paris and Germany are to come...



also, this is when I lost my voice, don't judge...

Friday, February 4, 2011

"So be quiet now and rest"

Rough. That's how this semester has been so far. Coming back to school from break was very different than I had expected. After going to Passion, I told myself what I would change in my life at school. But when I got back here I just fell right back into the same pattern...keeping myself busy and not realizing how it was affecting me. After the first week of classes, I realized I wasn't happy. I wasn't making any time for myself and for God. I barely had any quiet times at all. I don't know how it happened...I guess I just got caught up in everything I was doing. Once I realized I was unhappy, it scared me. God made me re-evaluate everything; like what classes I was taking and why I was taking them...which scared me even more and also frustrated me. So after careful thought and extensive prayer, I am dropping my music minor. I've been unhappy with it for a while. But I guess I always thought it would get better, which it hasn't. And although I love music, I know the Lord doesn't want me pursuing that right now. I have no idea why, but I'm trusting Him. This decision has been so hard (even though it was God's decision and not mine). It's hard when something doesn't work out the way you want it to, and I hate feeling like a quitter or a failure. I know I'm not, but that's what it feels like sometimes. Trusting God should not be this hard, and that's something I definitely have to work on. I know He has a plan for me and my future, I just have no idea what that is right now.

Last night at CRU (when I was really struggling with all of this), the phrase "so be quiet now and rest" stuck out to me. He knew I was stressing, double guessing, fretting, basically freaking out in my head. And He was telling me to stop and just trust Him. So that's what I'm working on right now, and I hope this semester gets better with this change. I already have my sights set on another minor that the Lord has put on my heart for a while...but I'm not going to add it just yet. I'll wait to see what He has to say first. And although this has gotten me to freak out about my future, I know that God has it all planned out for me already. So I really have nothing to worry about!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Taking Katie to the airport!

Song: Road Below by Neon Rain

First post!

I recently received a surprise gift from God to go to the Passion 2011 conference, which was absolutely amazing! I could write for days about all of the things I experienced there. But for today I will focus on one thing: boldness. Being bold in my faith is something that I have struggled with for a while. But if I learned anything from Passion, it's that I need to be a bold Christian, be bold in my faith, and be bold in Christ. I need to share the love of Jesus with everyone! Especially those I love. That's why I created this blog. I figure it's a good way to start this new chapter of boldness in my life. I want to share what God is teaching me and what He is doing in my life with others. I want this to be a space for honesty. And I sincerely hope I continue to write frequently! That's all for now, but you may be hearing from me soon!

P.S.- my sister left earlier today for Germany (where she'll be until April), so please pray that she travels safely!!